ShitShitShit!
Just got an answer from one of the jobs I’ve applied for and that was the only job I was quite sure I could get at least an interview forbut nooo…my application was not successful. Hurrah…I feel so alive. This year has been rather shitty, Ive managed to loose two jobs within 7 months, so big congrats to me.
Yesterday dear IL came by and we discussed 2009 and we both agreed that 2008 was STILL a shittier year. Last year was shit and not only for me, but for everyone I know. If I would ask a random friend of mine there is a 99% chance that that person has marked 2008 as a black year in their history. It is for me at least. People died, committed suicide, jobs where lost, people broke up etc etc, no 2008 was a shit year.
2009 have been quite alright, except for the job thing. I wonder how I will get out of this mess.
Yesterday we also discussed having kids. Now, I’m 23 and have never been interested in having kids, thats just not my kind of thing, BUT when I saw AJ with his 4yr old niece the other day i kind of thought “wow, he would be a really good dad” and I know that when you think like that about your boyfriend, then you are def getting old. It SCARES the shit out of me, who the hell has kids at 23? Well quite a few I would imagine, but this is ME we are talking about! Lucky for me, Im not pregnant and I will keep on not being pregnant as long as possible.
At your service, still not knocked up, this is P. Kay signing out today.
Cheers
P
