Uargh!
Slept til like 12-1 today. When I was unemployed earlier this summer I made sure I got up at 9.30 every day so that I wouldnt get used to sleeping in all day plus I DID stuff all the time to keep me occupied. Now thats all gone to hell, I sleep in late every day and have to really make myself get up around half 12, but really I could sleep til 2 o’clock. I dont fell like working, I just sit with a book or watching a movie while eating and smoking. Before AJ comes home I start with dinner (did homemade pizza yesterday for example) to which i serve wine. Now, I have had wine every day for the past 5 days at least. So in conclution, Im like a bored teenager after dropping out of school (sleeping, watching movies, dont feel like working and smoking) plus Im kind of like a housewife on the verge of a nervous breakdown (all the cooking and all the wine).
Im a bit confused and feel a bit sad formyself, I really should be doing a bit more, shouldnt I? Ah, well as IL always say, one could have been a jew during the war…or been made to sell paintball to uni students. Anyone who could manage that deserves a medal!
Cheers
P
