Quite uninteresting but sometimes funny…

Jeez, you have no idea how good it feels to be back! Ive never been so happy to be home. I love my family, but not more than four days a year. Was fun to see all my old mates again thou! Miss them loads! Even just before me and AJ where going to the airportcoach we managed to meet up with some old friends of mine. CC, Lil and Christian. CC and Lil know eachother from before (we used to work toether all three of us) but Christian didnt know them. Or AJ. And AJ off course didnt know any of them. Ah, well, worked out good in the end.

I got lots of lovley presents, thanks everyone. Most memorable was the ones from AJ (just what I wanted!) and BS and Stringis (Ive already finished it, it took me a day!). Ive heard comments about my weight more than once. Ive always been quite fat, but I have managed to keep it down for the past years. Theese past months thou, I have mainly been stuffing myself (easy with a feeder boyfriend) and gained a few. My family seems to love to discuss (even when Im in the room) wether Ive gained or lost weight. Even my grandparents join the discussion! This time it was mainly that “I looked a bit bigger” “I should feel better if I did some exercise” (no shit?!) and that I looked “rultig”. Rultig is a swedish expression for when you want to say someones is fat, but you feel bad about it, so you try to find a “nicer” word. Then you use the word “rultig”.

Im so sick of that whole discussion, no wonder Im obsessed with my weight, and are comforteating all the time. Next year Im celebrating Christmas in London or AJ and me are gonna flee the country for some sun and a family free holiday. Wellwell, thats a year away so no need to worry now.

Yesterday I was supposed to work. When I came to the trainstation however, this seemed impossible. Someone had jumped infront of the train a couple of stations ahead and that meant that the trains could stand still for hours.

Anyway, went home and started working from home instead. Was quite nice. AJ (whos off until the 5th, damn him!) was cleaning the flat and doing all the washing up etc. He was running around in boxers making sure the flat looked spotless while I was lying on the bed with my laptop in my knee, eating salty liqourice and working. Eg. answering a few emails and looking at prices on stamps.

Today, however Im back at work. AJ has called me about five times and whined about me being at work and not with him. When I explained that if I dont go to work, I get fired, and if I get fired he has to pay everything for me, he understood that maybe, just maybe, I had to stay at work.

I have had this horrible headace the whole day, not even Nurofen helped, and that always helps!

Tomorrow is New Years. We once where a gang that where going to meet up. Now it seems like its gonna be me and Lee and then IL for about 5min. Ah, well, as long as I dont have to have my feet pierced by some drunk bimbos stiletto heels, Im happy.

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